{"id":222,"date":"2018-11-16T19:19:13","date_gmt":"2018-11-16T19:19:13","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/thecatbirdsang.com\/www\/?p=222"},"modified":"2018-11-16T19:19:29","modified_gmt":"2018-11-16T19:19:29","slug":"dreams","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/thecatbirdsang.com\/www\/dreams\/","title":{"rendered":"DREAMS"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><strong>DREAMS<\/strong><br \/>\nI<br \/>\nFlying<\/p>\n<p>At night, I would spring from my bed, run and jump<br \/>\noff the cliff. Spreading my arms, I soared higher and higher,<br \/>\nabove the metal giants that strung wire across the country,<br \/>\nhigh enough to see all the earth. I would corkscrew<br \/>\nlower and lower until I had to flap my arms<br \/>\nto rise above the towers. Sometimes, I would fly over England-<br \/>\ngreen pastures crisscrossed with gray stone fences<br \/>\nand little white dots. <\/p>\n<p>One night, I saw my town being eaten by a dragon;<br \/>\nhouses, the hardware store, the grocery. I teased<br \/>\nthe monster towards the gas station. It bit into the pumps,<br \/>\nintense flames engulfed it but it would not die.<br \/>\nAfter several dreams, I freed the town.<\/p>\n<p>II<br \/>\nNight Scenes<\/p>\n<p>I wake after a trip to the world&#8217;s<br \/>\nsmallest grocery. You can&#8217;t use a cart<br \/>\nbut there we are, jostling them<br \/>\nthrough aisles. The grocery is stocked<br \/>\nwith unearthly fruits and vegetables.<br \/>\nI buy ghostly tubers, two at a time,<br \/>\nno matter I can&#8217;t use them. Sometimes<br \/>\nthey are jarred in oil. Bread is hundreds<br \/>\nof feet away. Left my basket somewhere,<br \/>\nmaybe it is in the road under a tree. <\/p>\n<p>Turn over into sleep again,<br \/>\nI am across the stream from Sara.<br \/>\nI have tight-roped across a log and she wants<br \/>\nto come over. I am talking to her, no matter<br \/>\nthat I really don&#8217;t like her and speak to her<br \/>\nas little as possible when awake. She won&#8217;t walk<br \/>\nacross the log. <\/p>\n<p>My hip and knee are knifed with pain,<br \/>\nI turn over again, no telling<br \/>\nwhere I will end up.<\/p>\n<p>III<br \/>\nRestaurants at Night<br \/>\ni<br \/>\nFashioned after the market stalls of Europe,<br \/>\nthe first one serves sandwiches.<br \/>\nPeople are always there, inside and out. I have to yell<br \/>\nto place my order, then drive by to pick it up.<br \/>\nAfter that, I drive around-not in circles-but in a cobbled square;<br \/>\nsame square each time. All left turns, then all right<br \/>\nand sometimes, left, right, left. I never eat my sandwich,<br \/>\nit just vanishes while I drive around that square.<br \/>\nSome nights the shop is in a tree lined college town.<br \/>\nI walk through a brick science building; find a grassy field<br \/>\nwith a church. Other nights, it is in a dusty country town<br \/>\nwith a parade, kids sitting on Dads&#8217; shoulders.<\/p>\n<p>ii<br \/>\nNext, a five star restaurant. Fine linen: red, white, or both,<br \/>\nsilver and candles on each table. I never eat here,<br \/>\njust go down the stairs, the clientele stare at me,<br \/>\nI am dressed for the barn.<br \/>\nThis place is always in the middle,<br \/>\nwhether the eateries are stacked or on the same plane. <\/p>\n<p>iii<\/p>\n<p>The third one is the most complex, a floating dock and grill with bar,<br \/>\na swimming area that may or may not have canoes.<br \/>\nI get settled on a bar stool; peanuts and bourbon within easy reach.<br \/>\nBetween drinks, I walk along a cedar lined trail<br \/>\nthat opens into a desert valley like the Grand Canyon. I clamber<br \/>\nabout on rock walls; layered with muted brown and tan.<br \/>\nOther visits find me on a cool, leafy trail to a cave.<br \/>\nI turn around and come back.<\/p>\n<p>IV<br \/>\nCleaning Susan&#8217;s Lot<br \/>\nI&#8217;m here with Fred and Dad<br \/>\nto clean up her lot. We mark<br \/>\nout a triangle whose tip ends in the creek.<br \/>\nI forgot my high boots. Tires, plastic garbage can lid<br \/>\nhang in the detritus of many floods. Styrofoam cups,<br \/>\nbeer cans, we haul it all out into the dumpsters.<\/p>\n<p>No mind that there never was a house<br \/>\nwe start on it. We organize the clothes,<br \/>\nput them above the flood line. Maybe have a yard sale,<br \/>\ngive the toys to a pre-school. The radio&#8217;s FM antenna<br \/>\nis taped to the floor, I rip it up, and coil it on top like a snake.<\/p>\n<p>V<br \/>\nWaking<\/p>\n<p>I don&#8217;t know how I get to these places<br \/>\nor how I leave. As a child I could fly<br \/>\nnow I am grounded in grocery stores.<br \/>\nAnd how can restaurants be stacked three high?<br \/>\nSome nights I end at that colorful canyon or the cave.<br \/>\nOther nights I am left standing at the church.<br \/>\nAnd how can black be opaque?<\/p>\n<p>Static Movement Feb 2013<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>DREAMS I Flying At night, I would spring from my bed, run and jump off the cliff. Spreading my arms, I soared higher and higher, above the metal giants that strung wire across the country, high enough to see all the earth. 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