Poems · Published Poems

I-85 and CHURTON

I-85 and CHURTON
At the intersection, a Ford van
slices a VW. Restraints deploy,
glass crumbles into green diamonds.
Her head whips like a leaf
in the wind. Sections of her brain
slip past each other, blood seeping
between the layers.

Ice bends the maple; its crown
freezes to the ground and splinters,
a green stick fracture along its trunk.
Gusts blow leaves from remaining
branches, spit snow onto the trunk:
small wet spots.

The storm passes leaving the tree
outlined in white. The wind
rattles the limbs, sending
snow softly to the ground.
Each breath, slower than the last,
until the sheet is as smooth
as the snow’s blanket.

Poems · Published Poems

THERMALS

THERMALS
Poppy seeds freckle
the lemon cake
batter, swirled
into motion
by the beaters.

Somewhere,
headlines read
that soon
we will reap
the last
of the earth’s
provisions.

Vultures
dot the sky
riding the
spinning
thermals.

After the mix
is poured
into loaf pans,
the seeds remain
suspended.

Someday,
the vultures
will spiral
down
to the last
road kill.

Poems · Published Poems

IN THE RAIN

IN THE RAIN
I buried your cat today. The black one with white feet that sat
on my porch in the late afternoon sun and stalked the birds from
under the Chinese elm. The one you let roam up and down the busy
street. This morning, I found it cold and stiff as the newspaper
at the end

of the driveway. After work, I went to the barn to see the new
foal, only twelve hours old, his coat melted chocolate and a tiny
white star on his forehead. His legs wobbled as he tried to
walk. It began to rain. He finished nursing, tumbled beneath
his mother’s legs to rest,

and I remembered the cat. No one had claimed the damp body. I
dug a shallow grave. The cat was heavy on the end of the shovel.
I covered the body; hoped its death had been quick. I buried
your cat today and I don’t even

know who you are.

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STRIP MINE

STRIP MINE
Norfolk-Southern is carrying coal
to feed air conditioners and Las Vegas lights.
The hills, pierced by augers, bleed onto belts,
drip onto trains. Spoil tumbles down the slopes,
oil rainbows paint the stream.

In bull dozed layers, soil bandages the cuts. Replanted
in rye and Scotch pine, smoothed land has no tiny caves
or moss forests. The red eft cannot return. Kudzu
and poison ivy trellis trees, hides the sign declaring
the site reclaimed.

Rain knifes the red clay

Poems · Published Poems

ETHERS

ETHERS
I count of the clicks
of aluminum welds
until the cap gives up.
Oaken vapors uncoil.

At 14, I started with rum.
Later, bourbon; the smell,
the currents it formed
when mixed with water over rocks.
One drink would hide me,
not smart enough, not good enough,
not enough.

That last night, drink in one hand,
smoke in the other,
I am sure I was astute,
maybe even witty.
I stumbled home.

I lay naked on the bathroom floor
all that erudition coming up in waves.
Sweat puddles on my skin.

Wild Turkey slides smooth
from the bottle like a cobra
from the tipped basket.

Chapbook · Poems

LISTENING TO A PARENT WITH ALS

LISTENING TO A PARENT WITH ALS
It started in my left foot,
it’s the worst one right now.
I don’t want to get stiff,
don’t want a feeding tube,
I want to eat like I always do.
I’ve researched this disease–
it’s stealing my body.

What about your other patients–
the young woman–
does she have children?
And the one
who can’t hold her head up.

You know, you can’t see the wind,
or a word or love. I wonder
if you become energy.
I want to have control at the end.
I think the light people see
is just the brain shutting down.

One week I can get in the tub,
the next, I have to figure a new way.

Chapbook · Poems

FADING WHITE

FADING WHITE
She lies on linen sheets
on a white bed
in a white room
under a white light.

Her hand rests
on the black
oxygen valve,
skin wax-paper
thin, tendon
twitch the only
sign of life.

Behind closed eyes, she sees
a postcard from an old lover
tucked into the corner of her rolltop,
an inlaid matchbox from the Orient
with a lock of brown hair,
an embossing seal, the letter G
tinted by ancient wax.

She knows
the absence
of the present,
wonders what
the next will hold.
The black valve
waits beneath
her hand.

Chapbook · Poems

SISTERS

SISTERS
Shouldn’t of gone to bed last night.
Elvena was hurting
in her chest and stomach.
I gave her one of my nitro tablets.

Wrapped in my blankets, I didn’t hear
her. Don’t know what woke me early.
Must have missed hearing her shift in bed.
Found her just as she was,
tried to find her pulse but she was cold.
Should’ve stayed up.

Called EMS. Wasn’t long before I heard
sirens, lights knifing through the curtains.
In the doorway, I leaned on my walker
as the medics tried to revive her.
Should’ve stayed up.

Don’t know what plans
are being made for me now.
Shouldn’t of gone to bed last night.

Shouldn’t of gone to bed last night.

Chapbook · Poems

EYES

EYES
*
In hurricane season, the spotter
plane flies through turbulence
into the eye. Stop signs snap
in the wind, the porch hammock
twists on eye hooks.

Seed potatoes sprout
in the basement.
Each pale eye growing
from a cube of the mother
until tendril breaks earth
*
Her parents shake her shoulder,
call her name. Closed eyes roam
underneath their lids.
Her eyes slit open,
they think she is waking up.

Even the therapist thinks
she is tracking his finger;
but her pupils,
narrow columns of black,
stare into beyond.